13. House Made of Color

I don’t know when it happened, but at some point we started referring to the house where I live by its street address. It began as a convenience, and then it turned into something humorous. Soon, though, that humorous thing became real. It became an identity. From that day on, her name was Clarissa. 

A view from the red room through to the kitchen.

According to the date on an old postcard which had been mailed here, and which I found in the attic, Clarissa is 108 years old. But I didn’t need a postcard to tell me. Her age has made her moody, ruminative. I’ve learned how to recognize those moods, and how to ruminate with her.

A view of the blue room, up in the attic.

Clarissa communicates her moods through color – which is not say that the moods are color-coded.  Color, for her, is not just a coat of paint. It’s like a piece of wood: color runs all the way through it. Here, color runs all the way through the space. It doesn’t just sit on the surface cosmetically, as a sign. It is a material condition. Which brings it very close to a state of being. 

A view into the yellow room.

So I think of Clarissa as a house made of color, as much as wood and plaster and brick. She is the color wheel built-out as a solid, in three dimensions. She is also where color finds a home, where it can stretch out as light, radiate from walls, collect in corners, scatter over textiles, jump across angles and planes. 

These four watercolors have moved through the house , but also around the color wheel. That’s why they end where they began: peeking into the red room – which is to say, a room made of red, and redness.

The red room again; this time looking in.

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